push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push

and stop. think again. and you realize there’s nothing push. you made all those things up.

let it in, breath in. and relax