about 13 hours ago i’ve arrived to australia.

very very mixed up emotions…. on the plane i was 110% sure that i made a mistake with coming here and when i’ve landed i was just wondering and wondering….

friends picked me up, took me to places and i really started to fear. this country reminds me of USA, the style…. there are zillions of cars running on the street, the houses are so smaaaaaall and modern etc.

i really really don’t know. of course now i give it a time (1-1.5 months), but definitely it’s nothing like when i arrived 4.5 years ago to helsinki… but maybe it’s the jetlag + 30 hours flight frustration that is talking from me….. maybe…