well things are just evolving or whatever. Basically I’ve been here for 2 weeks, and things are far from being smooth. and at this point I was still PC . I’m not at all sure about being here…. or fuck it, let’s be honest, I’m really not willing to stay here for 3 years. Things are just waaaaay too different to me. The attitude, the way of thinking the way of…. basically anything. I was more or less counting how many times i got upset and or ‘fucked’ in this last two weeks, and basically i realized that it was like when i was living in Budapest. Similar patterns emerged… but of course it can be – it’s more probable – that there’s a problem with my ‘device’... but still… there’s a biiiiiiiiiiiiig warning sign blinking in my head, saying: get out ASAP. and i think i’ll just go with it.

I don’t really want to survive my life anymore, so i shall put things into that direction…. and be able to admint that I made a mistake with this relocation….

Photos…. there are like 550+ photos on my camera, but of course: a) my old laptops usb port is broken b) on the desktop computer i’ve got from the uni i don’t have access to change it’s configuarion and at the moment there’s something broken with libgphoto2. basically i would simply need to change something in a config file but it’s not possible since i don’t have sudo access…. let’s just not comment on this one, because here comes reason C – the most amazing one c) we have a limit of bandwidth usage!!!! again, let me write down one more time, clearly: THERE IS A BANDWIDTH LIMIT FOR PEOPLE AT THE COMPUTER SCIENCE DEPARTMENT FOR USING INTERNET ! do i really need to comment this?! yeah i would understand if it would be like 10 gigs/day, but by default the university students has a 80 megs daily limit, and we as being ‘COMPUTER SCIENTISTS’ (or what ever….) we have 400 megz/day (!!!)

over.