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arrived down, under

about 13 hours ago i’ve arrived to australia.

very very mixed up emotions…. on the plane i was 110% sure that i made a mistake with coming here and when i’ve landed i was just wondering and wondering….

friends picked me up, took me to places and i really started to fear. this country reminds me of USA, the style…. there are zillions of cars running on the street, the houses are so smaaaaaall and modern etc.

i really really don’t know. of course now i give it a time (1-1.5 months), but definitely it’s nothing like when i arrived 4.5 years ago to helsinki… but maybe it’s the jetlag + 30 hours flight frustration that is talking from me….. maybe…

away in ... india?

push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push push

and stop. think again. and you realize there’s nothing push. you made all those things up.

let it in, breath in. and relax

shell beach

...
i enjoy to get

i take and i give
lay my head to rest

i hear and i touch
be afraid of wait

...

so i’m going nowhere
going nowhere i belong

i’m going nowhere
nowhere i belong

and i feel and

nowhere i belong